:( still wish i could just stop thinking about you… all the things we both did wrong, that we can’t take back.
“if you only knew the hell i put myself through, replaying memories of you and i, every night” ~kellyclarkson
wrong again
You deleted me from your life today. It hurt as much as I thought it would; no more, no less. The proof is on facebook, of all things. And on my phone, as there are no messages from you since earlier today. The last thing you told me was “go away”. It’s funny because I had tried to do just that thing so many times before, but you kept coming back and telling me it was selfish of me to not be your friend, that I was only thinking about what I wanted. I wanted you all along. It’s clear to me, now, that I had never had any say-so, any control in our relationship. And I guess I never noticed because I didn’t care, because all I cared about was having you.
You left so I let you go. And then you came back. Isn’t that what love is? If you love someone, you set them free and if they come back, it’s meant to be…
At 3:05p.m., I received a message on facebook, from a complete stranger. I don’t know where he’s from or how he found me or anything about him. All I know is that for some reason he wants to be my friend. And that in the 2 short paragraphs he sent to me, to introduce himself and request my friendship, he was kinder to me than you have been in a very long time. Why did you come back? Did you get what you needed from me this time? You know you can have whatever you want. I can never say no to you.
I cared about you. I still do and I probably always will. You care about you, too. So I guess at the bottom of it all, there was just no one left to care about me.
…there you go making my heart beat again
i guess no matter what we do to each other, we still won’t let each other go.
you just lost me
It just amazes me how much i can love you, be willing to give up, be willing to adjust, and how many second chances i can give to you… when all you love is yourself, all you do is take, the explanation you give is that you’re not going to do something you don’t want to do, and it’s always my fault.
As strong as i am, is how vulnerable i feel around you.
As smart as i am, is how much of a fool you treat me like.
But, as cold as you are, is how cold you’ve made me for you.
I wish it wasn’t this way but there’s things that i can’t change. It wasn’t a prince charming that came along and made me see that i deserve better; it was you. You just don’t care how you can hurt me.
We said we would see the movie together. You saw it without me. Told me how great it was. I didn’t ask. Told me the ending. I didn’t ask that either. Who does that? Who thinks that that’s okay?? I guess you do. I don’t.
It’s not just about the movie.
It’s about everything else that has been adding up this whole time. All i wanted was you and to give you everything. Now i want nothing.
I have jobs that pay the bills and then some, a family that loves me, friends that take care of me, and two strong feet to stand on my own. And everything is gravy from here …
Reblog if you’re a quiet/shy person naturally but when you’re with your friends, you act like you’re on crack.
One of the best parts of my job…
Putting aside the obvious good things about my job or any job — the people you become friends with, the work itself, the bottom line: the money, etc — there is something else that I get that only the select lucky people that also work at the UC get to experience…
Before the game starts, before they turn on the lights, before the gates open and rowdy fans start filing in, i get to go out into the bowl and there it is: the ice and it’s cold silence and stillness. No one skating, no one in the seats, maybe a few other employees with the same idea. So I just stand there and collect my thoughts or try to clear my head completely and just take it all in.
Hey… everyone is entitled to their own happy place. :)
…in need of inspiration…
Keep on going, and the chances are that you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I never heard of anyone ever stumbling on something sitting down.- Charles F. Kettering
All right Mister, let me tell you what winning means… you’re willing to go longer, work harder, give more than anyone else.- Vincent Lombardi
Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.- Thomas Edison
Stubbornly persist, and you will find that the limits of your stubbornness go well beyond the stubbornness of your limits. ~Robert Brault
People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don’t believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can’t find them, make them. ~G.B. Shaw, Mrs. Warren’s Profession, 1893
Keep on going, and the chances are that you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I never heard of anyone ever stumbling on something sitting down. ~Charles F. Ketterin
Vitality shows in not only the ability to persist but the ability to start over. ~F. Scott Fitzgerald
The greatest oak was once a little nut who held its ground. ~Author Unknown
MYFAVORITE…
You can keep going long after you think you can’t…
